3:8:09

the party last night sucked so we left and got in my truck and went muddin. iam so tired i'm really sick of working a ten hour shift on sundays and driving back to springfield it takes me about an hour to get here so that puts me down here at around twelve and when i try and hang out with my friends on saturday nights when their all back from college the sundays get pretty damn long but i guess i have to make the money and thats something i gota live with and thats the reason iam going to college to make a better life for myself but the fact is i dont know what it is that i want to do it doesn't make any sense to me i want to be a mechanic soemdays then the next machist i have to 

get to bed or ill sleep threw my alarm i hate writing these damn journal things it would'nt be that bad if it was a couple times a week everyday just throws my whole damn schedule off its insane.